God and I

Very unusual topic but a very very interesting one......My conversation with god started just few years back......before that I never believed that God exists....But then slowly and gradually i started believing in him....In the same manner when we start remembering him in the times of sadness and sufferings,i remembered him.....And then he waived his magic wand and suddenly my sorrows disappeared, if this is what you think than you are WRONG....Instead, after years of conversing with God and praying in front of me has taught me that God is not a magician...He has already decided your destiny and fate and everything will go accordingly...however,he has also given you power to change your fate and make your destiny.....It's just that we dont use that power ,infact we are not even aware of that power.....There is no use in crying in front of God that he you have not given me this thing,you have not given me that thing...If we learn to appreciate whatever he has given to us and are ready to part with it whenever he demands then there is no reason for us to be sad.....there is an old saying "tera tujh ko saunp doon,kya lage hai mera....mera mujh main kuch nahin jo hai sab tera"....But then in today's materialistic world how many of us think about this....We are busy in making money and we think of God only when we suffer from pain......He is asking only one thing , just give him love and remember him everytime....Previously i always asked god, why have you snatched my most precious gift from me? and i always get one reply that"everything that happens , happens for good"...And this statement is TRUE.....Just wait for the right time and God will definately give you what you deserve...he will never see his child suffering from pain for too long.....Although you do have to suffer for your actions...... So, try to converse with God...Make him your friend,your brother, your parents,....Trust in him and always remember that he gives you pain because your actions made him to punish you...accept his punishment because only then you will be sure that he will give you something that will not only bring happiness to your face but will also make your life bright......CONVERSE WITH GOD.